"Make me think truthfully and make me
open."
"I have trouble writing, but you've
helped me get the words sorted. Getting this down on paper is important to me.
It's like thoughts in your head otherwise, no good. It's better to share it.
It's taken my mind onto other things. I've had a smashing time - and you know
how jumpy I am."
Both of these quotes are from homeless people
who took part in one of our workshops for The Homeless Library. I will try to
tell the longer story behind these short quotes, try to do them justice.
It is very difficult to put my feelings about
these current workshops into words, even though I am supposedly a word person.
I guess I'd say I'm grateful, first and foremost. Grateful for the effort these
small triumphs came out of - and grateful that I don't have to deal with the
circumstances that many of our participants face.
We currently run our workshops at The BoothCentre in Manchester which is a safe haven, a drop-in centre for homeless
people. However the life on the street that some of these people step in from
is - to put it mildly - not safe.
detail of drawing 'Kiah'. Anon. May 2015 |
The first quote comes from someone who is
separated from their child and is haunted by that fact. A very powerful person,
physically strong, strong voice and forceful personality. Can be very
disruptive, can be very gentle. To see that life experience filtered into
delicate drawings and a handful of heartfelt lines is moving beyond words.
The second quote is from somebody who is very
jittery around groups of people. He has had severe depression while on the
streets and relies on medication and solitude to maintain equilibrium.
Physically small and painfully thin, he nonetheless has a strong presence by
virtue of his intense, intelligent eyes. We talked during breakfast and he confessed
that the loneliness was getting too much - "I need to be around people
again," he said. "I think I'll join in with you lot for a few
minutes." After staying on for the full two hours of the workshop, he told
me proudly that he had got through it without taking any of his medication, so
that he would have a clearer head for the art-making.
We have run sessions with people who have been
raped, urinated on, stabbed, axed, routinely beaten, someone was even burned
alive. People have been arrested, sectioned, evicted, dispossessed, many
times... To even begin to understand these experiences is not within the power
of my words. A more accurate kind of mirror of it is to be found in people's
faces and mannerisms. Sometimes a look or hesitation says far more than saying.
To be around such a lot of damage has sometimes
left Lois and myself dazed with sadness. Then to see a face shining with
delight in our workshop - such a moment feels like a hoorah for each and every
one of us, not just for homeless people, but for people full-stop.
The Homeless Library is a project devised by arthur+martha to document the heritage of homelessness using interviews, artworks, poetry. It is supported by the Heritage Lottery Fund.
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